This morning Pearce had an appointment with the neuro-opthalmalogist (do you all know how hard it is to spell opthalmalogist?? Still have a hard time spelling it correctly after typing it 1,000 times over the past two weeks). Anyway, we were very encouraged. The doctor said that Pearce's eyesight is improving and the eyes are healing nicely. He also found that some fluid had leaked from the optic nerve (due to the severe swelling) and run over the retina. He thought it was likely that it is this fluid that has caused the deterioration of Pearce's vision rather than damage to the optic nerve. This is really good news because this fluid usually dissipates and then the vision is restored while nerves have a much harder time healing.
So, we are very hopeful that Pearce's vision will come back completely! It's hard to see him struggle to look us in the eyes and to find his way around but, as I wrote, we are optimistic that it won't be long.
One thing both Amy and I had a hard time doing during the appointment was get excited. We feel cautious and afraid to get our hopes up. Little during this journey has gone exactly how the doctors thought it would so we are a bit suspicious. We don't want to be this way. We want to "always hope." (1 Cor 13:7). What a challenge though! It seems so much safer and wiser to be skeptical...but also depressing. I have no doubt we'll be given many more opportunities to work on this and figure out how to choose hope even when it feels foolish and risky.
A good friend today said that she has been faithfully praying and that she is like Aaron holding up Moses' arms. That's absolutely how we have felt. At times we've been too exhausted to pray anymore and we've not know what to pray. In these moments, it's been amazing to know that we have had you all interceding on our behalf along with the Spirit who "intercedes for God's people in accordance with the will of God." (Rom 8:27). Thank you!